and it’s mean :
Like by god or, fear by god.
Just like a seed;
This is when i began to travel that I truly borne.
Seeing the world completely differently.
Learning something every min – hours – day – weeks – monts – years.
Experimenting
In moments when i was’t ready yet and other when i was.
Making mistakes
That from others perspectives are far to be mistake;
Almost when we begin to take a stap back from our self and; think about the entire flow.
Not everything were perfect
But it’s part of our path.
Everything that we are actualy doing, is always matter of our choice.
I passed through périodes of sadness, darkness and shadows.
But i always found:
Good listener along my way.
Music style to keep me up.
Dogs in the street.
People to cuddling.
Or even just a peace of paper to write and find solutions & idee.
And sometime..
Passing through stap of lonelines
Isoleted from the other,
That I didn’t share mix of things like :
culture, reality, religion & language..
Or even just don’t share the thing of being known from the other.
Try our best to be free of moving & finding healthy ecosystem to focus on it.
Having to keep in mind the fact that, if I would search, for anything that its not part of my real ecosystem..
then it would certainly distracting me, but also making me pass trough stat of mind that will creat some more variety of “goals” and dependence..
And in the top of that, indirectly creating some more anomaly’s in my own proper real present ecosystem; in power of killing Sacred bond.
were comunication or the idee of being accepted was’t allays easy.
Almost when i just was this other guy whis those jugement i was wearing for them.
in environments where people use to look each other when they cruz but never interacting.
We just need to stay strong
Dosent serch to show someting, or even justify.
Not getting frustrated by those we feel on the defensive, distant, arrogant.
Doesn’t force anything whits people who certenly don’t share same education, influence, attitude, behaviour, aproash..
Under influence of potential problems/trobble, Trauma; ego & jugement divers.
Let it flow.
Whisout looking to prove anything & enter in those social games.
This is just people who are not ready yet,
People that we need to let it grow and wait them of being ready.
Let the flow & the unknow following there paths.
Otherwise
We would creat some more anomaly and brake sacred bond.
No matter our own role in those links.
Just keep staying authentic and altruistic in our approach of interaction..
in the fact that we are in our best of us & like by god..
We must not be scared of anything more than in the moment when we would actually need to escape.
continue our path, keeping stablilty & focus in our schedule.
Not surrendering, even if we had some risky behaviour.
Being in the present,
Using our 5 sens in our proper ecosystems near by that we are able to get it;
Without to much interference & anomalies.
Keeping in mind that Im still alive
Why? I don’t know.
Let’s figure it out.
I used to say that:
My friend is the world and that i have trust in anyone.
Time after time, it became the fact:
That I was wanted to follow the river; always managing my anomaly.
Then,
That i have faith in the unknown.
Following the flow. (Flow that i actually felt).
Trinity
Notion that its actualy matching whis any kinds of religion..
About The thing that i respect and love the others; as i do whis my self. Because he is part of me. Just as god is part of us.
Let’s juste imagine :
A rosette made of three circles.
Seeing in each circles :
- You.
- The other ( that can be human – animal – object – particle – bacteria – etc..).
- God.
In the middle of that rosette..
In the part that each of us shares…
I would put :
The unknown. The thing that the absolute had created.
The thing that we could just not imagine how does it actually perfectly & paradoxically working,
Always in mouvement.
Keeping that in mind, knowing that the unknown is influenced by an infinite of variables..
We must not being able to juge it.
And in the top of that;
We must not try to change anything
From the fact that we could think that we are able to know how the water is flowing.
Otherwise it would not mean that we respect the absolute.
Keeping that in my heart
Knowing that the flow is actualy here.
Always in mouvement & in alchemy just as are the waves of the ocean.
Why I wear the cross
For the moment, I also wear the cross.
kiping god beside me.
That i must not dishonor him.
Everywher i am,
i would always be as i am; according to the inspiration of the instant.
Knowing that even if there is danger everywhere.
There is always a good souls, attentive of what does it acctualy happen.
Who would be able to acte in a certain instant of time.
If we are fear or even just that we judge our perception then,
We would create anomalies or even just creat the problem.
As for exemple,
When the price is not here,
Do not ask for it.
Otherwise it would be a missing of respect.
And they would not always treat you as a friend.
Note :
There is also the fact that i have my own kind & friendly approche.
(That can make me “pretentious” when I approach people on apps. And that’s I must be humble. Not rushing in which cases I would break sacred bonds. Calming down, almost when I know that when I’m lonely; I use to think a lot. Not communicating my vagrancy’s / pathing thoughts; with x% of coming back).
Anywhere i am, using to chat.
Assuming my life and situation at the moment .
As whis the grab driver..
After a nice conversation..
Telling him that i finnaly fogot that i must go eat someting before going back to my room..
I freely asked him, if he like to join me..
That we could continue to exange.
Just like as im able to keep walking anywhere i am.
No matter if its night time, whis low light or if its seam like very poor district.
My duty is to find :
People, family, communities, NGO, companies..
Places where i could put my energy to work, collaborate or even just build a project together.
My way to travel
I travel with an army bag of nothing more than 20l that it could be transformed in 30L. (Cost 31€) brand : ARES
With an ultralight bag of 25L more. (20€) brand: sea submits.
Telling me that if in any case it’s to cold and I need some more clothes; then I will buy some cheap one.
Ones that wouldn’t feel that I want to keep them in my bag.
Ones that I can give to anyone when I don’t need them anymore or even just that I can’t keep them beside me.
Im not dependent of any rent, bill to pay every month.
I dont take drugs, smoke or even drink alcohol.
Reducing my :
Needs
Materiel attachment
Dependence
Reson to worry more than my:
sprit-body / healf
Reason to do my blog:
To be easyer know from the other who just begin to cross my path.
That they can feel who i am.
Where from that blog;
Hopefully, you would feel able to learn something from me,
Getting inspiration,
Wanted to give task to do,
Or even just talk to me that we can communicate our perspective & needs.
By the way;
I put that in here: +33 6 71 92 74 30
Name of the blog:
Why Chouette?
Because my totem Animal : is an owl (une chouette).
Why Passage ?
because it’s feel like i would always be that person who is
“passing trough”
Just as we actually are all passing trough on this heart.
It could also mean:
an infinity of time;
infinity because it’s not determinated by anything.
or even just that it’s not definited.
So, in a certain way.. every thing can actually happen..
just as god did creat the universe.
And well..
“chouette” could also mean something great;
but in cute way..
just as I would say :
“Ho mon dieu”, “Oulala”..
Every language have their own reflections.
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